addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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i don't know what i'm doing wrong but it feels like i'm doing everything wrong and i just want to go back and restart but i can't.
worrying just makes it all worse. vicious cycle which i can't stop :(