addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


i wish i knew how to make it stop. watching things spiraling out of control like this makes me feel so worthless. why can't i control myself.

i don't know what i'm doing wrong but it feels like i'm doing everything wrong and i just want to go back and restart but i can't.

worrying just makes it all worse. vicious cycle which i can't stop :(

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you